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Friday, April 3rd, 2009
12:51 am - Mar. 29th, 2009
It's so horrible to get to a date that was promised many joys and then it's nothing. At least it wasn't forgotten.

current mood: nostalgic

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Sunday, March 2nd, 2008
12:17 am - So I can't spell
No so much that I cared about spelling before, because I really still don't. I was messing around with my journal, and I realized some asshole decided to add me to his page because I couldn't spell. I can spell, some times,  I guess I just didn't care enough to use spell check. lol Go check his page out.

http://users.livejournal.com/_fucking_moron/

current mood: amused

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Saturday, March 1st, 2008
9:59 pm - This is so true, what I look for...
Kindness


Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

Perfect BF/GF Piechart - QuizGalaxy.com
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current mood: hopeful

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9:57 pm - SHUT THE F...FRONT DOOR!!
I FUCKING LOVE THE FRAGLES THAT SHIT IS CRAZY FUNNY!!



You got a
Fraggle Rock
Lunchbox!
What is your Retro Lunchbox? at QuizGalaxy.com


current mood: chipper

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9:47 pm - What my Birthday says about me... Interesting. lol
- October 19 -
You are very independent and don't care what others think of you. You are genuine and romantic. You love the outdoors, travel and the arts. QuizGalaxy.com
Positive Traits:
leadership, self-confidence, charisma, vitality, enthusiasm
Negative Traits:
arrogance, selfishness, overconfidence, flippancy, rebellious

'What does your Birthdate mean?' at QuizGalaxy.com


current mood: blah

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Wednesday, February 27th, 2008
12:36 am - I love My Shmikey!!
So I went over to Matt and Mike's house to give Mike his cd he asked me to burn and I ended up taking shots!! It's too bad we went to liquor store to get a bottle because the one we had the other night was WAY COLDER!! But none the less I just have to say I love my Schmike! hahahaha!!

Well I'm off to Neverland I have a 13 hour shift a head of me. :( but now I'm good to go since I have a few shots in me... well 6 to be exact!! :o)

By the way I met Matt's Stripper... U-G-L-Y B-I-T-C-H right there!! OH HELL NO WE NEED TO TALK!! She is not cute at all. big fat face, HUGE eye brows, and her ass crack we hanging out the whole time I was there. But really she doesn't know who I am because when I came in the house I didn't even introduce myself... bitchy yes I know but he could do way better. she's fucking ugly!! WHATEVER Shmike and I will fix his problem. lol

current mood: giddy

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Tuesday, February 26th, 2008
12:29 am - Writer's Block: Repeat After Me...

How have people pronounced your name? How is it supposed to sound?

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Well my name is pretty common. It's Michelle McManus. The last name is what really gets butchered I get everything from MacManus. McKinnis, Mac a Manus. It's supposed to sound like it's spelled.... Mc Man us that's it simple as pie.

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12:20 am - Writer's Block: One Day to Live

What would you do if you had one day left to live?

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Everyone says that they would spend time with their families and all that crap! Me on the other hand I'd send out an email. Call all the people I loved.... REALLY FUCKIN EARLY IN THE DAY SO I COULD LIVE MY LAST DAY TO THE FULLEST!! Since I've already sky dived and para sailed, I would look into bungee jumping and probably get drunk at my cook out I'd throw. Tie up all my loose ends like paying my bills off and leaving the rest of my saving to either my family or something else.

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Friday, November 16th, 2007
1:29 am - ugh memories.
I was giving Sarah a break today when the work phone rang and at that instant I thought of Brian and his prank calls. I wanted him to be there on the other end but I knew he wouldn't be there.

I think I thought of him right then because when I'd give breaks to Sarah, or someone else, one of the girls would come up for something and go sit back down at the booth behind the cashier station. Oddly enough, that's what Sarah did right before the phone rang, and it was funny to me because Brian would usually use someone's cell phone to make a prank phone call. I just miss him I guess. Something every day gets me thinking about him. At least 2 times a week, something makes me laugh or almost come to tears.

current mood: Sad

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Saturday, October 6th, 2007
2:17 am - Sad.
So this really has been bothering me for the last couple of days.  I really am missing Brian these days. I know it hasn't even been a month since he has died but I really miss him. I feel so guilty about not calling sooner than i did. I just wish I would have went with my gut and called on Monday when I knew something was wrong. I waited until thursday to call. It was almost to late and then it turned to be too late. If I or someone else would have called earlier then I strongly believe he'd still be joking and cutting the fool with me at work. I miss him so much and I never realized how much I depended on him to make me laugh. It's really stupid but it's true I miss him being my go to guy for whatever I needed to be done. I could trust him to get it done right. I just miss him and I can't sleep I wish I could because I have to work early and all day. I can't fall asleep. I just wish that if I fell asleep he would come to me in my dreams and talk to me about everything. I told him in the hospital before he died that I was sorry but I get him out of my head I can't write him off the way so many have and I really can't let go right now. He always told me he had 2 ears if I wanted to talk and that he would never tell. I wish I would have gotten to know him better, but I really wasn't looking for "new" friends. Brian was "just" a co-worker whom I had a lot of laughs with... kind sounds like a friendship started. I look back knowing I could have done things different, knowing I didn't and time makes all the difference. I can only learn from the mistakes I make and the tears that will follow if I wait like that again. I can't change the past although I know one day if I ever get that chance He'd be the one thing I'd try to help... Back to the Future.  ;) I know retarted but I can't help but dream big in that way. I need to get some fucking sleep now. Hopefully I will. We will see.

current mood: sad

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Monday, September 24th, 2007
11:54 am - September 12th
So even though I thought Brian looked better he really wasn't. His kidneys were not funtioning, his blood pressure dropped everyday, and things just didn't go well for him. 

Of course you miss people after they pass, sometimes you realize exactly who they were to you. I didn't know Brian much outside of work and knew him pretty well inside work though. He was my night time cook, I always was talking to him. If it wasn't him it was my night time fryer. It's kind of funny to think back on some of the things we would joke about back there. (Stupid things that will mean shit to others but the world to me) 




It's going to be hard to replace him there, after this weekend I can tell you I miss him so much already. He kept things lite around there and always knew when i was stressed out. It sucks so bad because i NEVER realized how much I depended on him to be there for a laugh. They say laughter is the best medicine for healing. Time heals all wounds and the world will so go round. Just for a little while the world is going  to go round a little slower.

current mood: sad

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Saturday, September 8th, 2007
12:43 am - Jesus!!!
So Brian is in ICU in Deland and he looks so much better than last night. I can't believe the change. It's so crazy. He still has his humor, thank god where he'd be without it would probably kill him. His speech is a bit hard to understand but it's all good. I just hope he gets well quick. He's a good guy and the world would be a terrible place without him. 

current mood: happy

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Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
10:38 pm
My sister left for boot camp! 6 mo. of not seeing her crazyness. 

I'm going to miss her.

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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007
1:41 pm
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1:28 pm - looks like I found where my sister gets her stupidity...

So I have been trying to talk to my mom since I got home at 12:45-1:00-ish. She  is on the phone with my Aunt, and I asked her who she is talking to and she said Eileen. Fine whatever, she asked what I wanted and I told her I wanted to talk to her about Kelly and last night and she basically is taking Kelly side saying that she doesnt think Kelly gets paid enough to do what I wanted her to do... wipe down tables and the walls where the crumbs gather. UM I BELIEVE THAT COME WITH THE JOB! If you don't like it then fucking go! But she said that now I'm the boss and I am making people clean stuff that they shouldn't have to clean because of the pay rate... well the bussers are the only ones that get tips and they may only get paid $3.65 but most of them walk out with decent money like say Kelly made $40 last night divide that by 5 hours, then add the $3.65 that equals out to $11.68 an hour. Well It looks like she does get paid enough to do that. over 11 dollars an hour sounds like a nice chunk of change. or how about lindsay who made 140 on Saturday that I know for a fact. she only worked 6 hours I believe. well figure that out. 140/6=23.33333+3.65=26.98 an hour. I think for that kind of money they can clean a little more than they do. If they don't want to then i will find new people who want to do the job. I am so pissed as soon as I can I am going to post this list and I want you all to see what I'm talking about!

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Monday, May 21st, 2007
11:49 pm - My sister is a moron!
You know I am doing my best at work trying to get into the groove of things, and make it my own. Well I tell you, my sister is not making it easy on me. I made cleaning lists for the front of the resturant today, well the last couple of days, I just handed them out today. WELL at the end of the night my sister comes in the office and tells me she is not going to do what is on the list because she thinks it too much. Lindsay sent her in there too saying she doesn't like it either. Well I let Lindsay read the list before hand and she liked the list. So I was on hot bar helping James out because he was the only one. **There is more to the story I am cutting details for time** so I see Lindsay and Chris talking because she's pissed and doesn't want to say anything to me, she tells him. I have had the same list since I let her read it a few days before hand. She claims there was stuff added to the list. I can't do it the way I want to because well it's on the computer at work. If it were at home I might see the arguement, but I don't. I stood my ground and well I don't care if they all quit they need to understand that these things need to get done. They all say more needs to get done but NO ONE wants to do it. So the shit got done and I got my way, tomorrow will be one of those days. I can see it now! Now that I think of it Kelly reread those cleaning lists and she said they were good too. So I don't want to hear it. Fuck off.


I'm tired of being used.

current mood: aggravated to high hell & back

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Monday, May 14th, 2007
1:07 pm - Lindsay!
Lindsay, one of my best gal pals, is engaged!!! I AM SO EXCITED FOR HER!!! I can't wait for the wedding!!!! OMG!

current mood: ecstatic

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Thursday, March 15th, 2007
12:14 am - GRRRRR...!!!!
You know I am so sick and tired of my mother having me run all over town like she doesn't have a car. I know she is busy but so am I and when i have other things on my mind let me tell you I don't want to be bothered with other people's problems that absolutely do not concern me nor do care about them either. I fucking hate having to deal with my mom's shit because that's is exactly what it is SHIT!

One day I will go off and one day that will be the last day I live in my parents house!

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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
10:39 pm - Soap Operas
why is that everytime you get connected to a story or character on a television show they either die, leave or disappear and then reappear. Tear jerking scenes are the ones I guess we all live for. One of the main characters died on GH yesterday... and today I guess. But if you care or even know what I'm talking about then you would so understand and probably would be crying just like me. I love it and hate it at the same time. I don't mine a good cry but the fact you can see that I've been crying and it shows for like an hour later. whatever.

Well the show is back. Later.

current mood: grateful

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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
10:59 pm - General Hospital!
I love this soap opera!! This show has been REALLY good for the last few weeks! OMG!! I JUST LOVE IT!!!! I really need to get into a GH community already... well one that is good!

current mood: ecstatic

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